last Friday was lily's birthday and, we all went out to watch "the longest yard"... again XD it started when inah, juppy, louie, nicole and myself, went to inah's house to change and stuff. then we went to the promenade to meet up with lily, gelli and justin. we missed the first movie so we had to wait for the 5:05 one. we had an hour to kill so we went to camera world. that was when we went a bit wild. after that we went back to promenade to watch the movie. that was a lotta fun. it was one hella funny movie and gelli was making a lotta noise throughout the movie. i was laughing at her. XD



                           

oh yeah that's juppy and inah.i was behind them that time. hehe oh, and that's lily in the back. XD

Friday Evening
after the movie, we went to  fully booked. that was the time that something NOT GOOD happened. fuck, i unexpectedly had my period. o__O thank God i was wearing pants. there wasn't too much of a stain and i borrowed inah's jacket to cover the barely noticable one on my pants. i rushed to the bathroom and nearly begged the girls there to give me a pad.XD then we went back to fully booked, hung out there for a bit then went out. we were supposed to have dinner but inah had to go and i went with her. we went to her house and we had a gurL chat with her 2 sisters, moira and kaila. besides that, we did a bit of sound tripping and dancing. XD i was about to go home when kaila asked me to sleep over. i couldn't say no, so i asked my mom and she said yes cause we lived in the same building lol. i went home, got my stuff, introduced inah to my mom and went back to inah's house. there, i took a bath and we had a bit more of the heart-to-heart 's and we had a DVD marathon. i fell asleep half way through "the exorcist" .XD  probably cause it wasn't that scary.

Sunday Morning
i woke up like, 9 in the morning and kaila baked breakfast. XD she gave us crinkles which were really yummy. =3 damn.. i just realized that that 9yr old kid cooks better than i do... O__O OMFG... oh well.. i just have to learn. it was then that moira and inah woke up. hehe. we decided to watch "sisterhood" with a pack of chocolate oreos and handkerchiefs at hand. XD it was a great movie and damn... i cried.. i actually cried there... about 3/4 's way through the movie and we had brunch. during breakfast, we had another gurL chuvaness about friendship, betrayal, lovelife and food. =3 it was then that i had to go home. i said goodbye to the peepz there and gave each of them a hug and kisses on the cheeks. ="D i went home, took a long bath and went sound tripping. then camile, came and BEGGED me to play mahjong with her. (damn, she was persistent) we went to my cuzie's house and me, camile, ysa and tita jay played 5 (i think) rounds of mahjong. and i actually won one round! XD after that, camile, ysa and i went home to surf the net and stuff. i made a neopet! then camile and ysa had to go home. we all went with the goodbye's and i spent the rest of the day online.

woah.. today was... full of... whatever XD a lot of tears and a hellalotta laughs hehehe.

hai... anyweiz.. i had like, 5 people come to my crying today. so i played the "shrink" role...

nice to know i can help. hehehe

class was annoying but full of laughs.

i still miss CSR though... im still a TARO at heart hehehe. damn! they're gonna do "the sound of music" as a play this year! its not fair! and OB doesn't even have a sing out!!! haaaaaiiii...

but hei, today was still fun. thank God for the very few (but really great) friends i have there. thanks guys.

STATUS : stressed!!! haaaaiii....

anyweiz, im gonna go to sleep (i hope) early tonight... im tired...

                                             

me0wZ and mwuahgz everyone!
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i just realized how lonely it could be without mai... hai... leche... parang bigla qng nawalan ng kakampe.. haaiii... that and... i dunno... its just hard going through stressful school shit, together with the personal shit when you don't have anyone to whine to... haaaaiiiii... its different with my cuzie mai and with the other peepz i open up to...

oh, btw, congratulations to my cuzie's band 9th avenue! Kuya Tedz, im proud of you XD

today was a pretty kewL day. haha

MATH was EVIL!!!!!!!!! i hated that test

the Fil exam was.... SHIT!!!! it wasn't hard, just that it was stupid. the freakin instructions made nofuckin sense! WTF?! anyway... here's another one... uh... one of my "works" tell me what you thing about the poem :)

                                   

OMF-- SHIT!!!!! the History exam was fuckin hard! ok... well... not really... just that... our freakin  History teacher didn't discuss ANYTHING from what was written in the exam. hai... oh well... the others were actually ayt... i had fun in the V.E. exam... it was fun hehehehehe. full of essays. it made my mind work hehehehe.

ok... enough about the exam shit.. ok.. i spent the afternoon with a friend. his name is darren. he's pretty kewL actually hehehehe. its been a while since i got to open up, to a guy anyway... since... uh... nevermind... hehehe. he's kinda the brotherly type i guess. hehehe

ok.. to the dramaxet side of life... we still haven't found mai... hai... and im really getting worried... and pissed of... cause she hasn't called me yet... she didn't even tell me she'd go! hai... i dunno... im just fucking scared she might me hurt or something... i hope not though...

do you ever get the feeling that you're nothing but a burden? well... that's kinda how i feel right now

and i can never seem to do anything right anymore... im always a burden to the one's i love

Black Inevitability

Everything I touch goes black

Dark as pitch, color never comes back

Day dies and is replaced by night

Light is drained and pulled out of sight

As far as I can see, there is no light to follow

No moon to let off a silvery glow

No sun to announce the beginning of tomorrow

Life vanishes and death is what replaces

Vibrancy and joy are stolen

And all that's left are empty spaces

Her voice gives fear

Her eyes blood red

She knows not love

But lives hate instead

What us she to others?

She is their demise

She is what kills a moonless night

The tears that they cry

Who else can put themselves in my plage?

Who else can stare into death's cold hard face?

Whether or not you want

Let your mind unbend

For you know as well as I do

That your life will unevitably end

Life's Lessons

Teach me to smile

I've forgotten how

Teach me to speak

What can i say?

Show me your god

To whom i never prayed

Be with me

No on else has stayed

Strengthen my heart

For it's tattered and frayed

I would learn to love

If you let me, if I may

And if I learn to live

How much must I pay?

Will you take my life?

And lay it on a tray

And if I take your hand

Will we be ok?

Or will you fight

And push me away

Will you teach me to love?

Or lead me astray

Should I be with you?

At night and at day

Or should I do what you say

And stay far away

so whadduyu guys think of my poems? well.. they're not really that good but i try... anyweiz... im actually still depressed, tired and i feel like shit... anyweiz... i'll be posting more of my poems  in the next posts... tc guys! kudos!

ayt, lemme start by telling you guyz a little somethin about myself. hey guys! call me katz. im a sophomore in OBMC Greenhills and i can be a real bitch. XD